Crazed by the Music

Exploitation and Theft | By Jason Gross

 

8 October 2007

Fiona Apple and the horrors of OCD

As part of the New Yorker festival, Fiona Apple was truly interrogated.  Usually I say that word as a euphemism for an interview but this time the term is appropriate.

The problem was with the set-up: good writer that he is, Sasha Frere-Jones happens to be a shitty interviewer.  He proved that when he interviewed KRS-One at another New Yorker panel a few years ago and let him off the hook for ignorant comments about 9-11.  This time around, he made Apple sound like a confused idiot, getting brief, non-committal answers from her about her work.  Granted that she’s going through a dry spell at the moment but during the audience’s Q&A time, they managed to get much more detailed interesting answers from her about her work. 

Worst of all, Frere-Jones seemed to make light of a psychological condition she has called Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD).  A lot of us think we know people like this who concentrate too much on some details that annoy just about everyone around them.  But real OCD is, as Apple herself pointed out, a debilitating problem that can ruin your life.  She explained that there are days when she focuses solely on a certain shape or a certain color and has to have everything around her organized that way.  She also admitted that the time and effort that this takes eats into what could be her creative time, robbing her of being able to make new songs and more importantly, relax and enjoy her life.  Unfortunately, I didn’t quite catch her comments about whether she was now on or off medication to help with this but from what she described, it seemed that she did need this to help her cope with her life.  All of which made me wonder why Frere-Jones was trying to get cheap laughs for the small crowd there to see her.  Read up on OCD at the Obsessive Compulsive Foundation and see that it isn’t a joke at all.  Imagine if she had been talking about having a problem with alcoholism or hepatitis- that definitely wouldn’t be something to kid about and OCD shouldn’t either.

As it turns out though, Apple’s in some rarefied company.  Other OCD sufferers include Martin Scorsese, Stanley Kubrick, Beethoven, Michaelangelo and Joey Ramone, all of whom made incredible artistic contributions nevertheless.  And so has Apple, as she proved during a brief unplugged set with Nickel Creek (she dubs her union with them ‘Nipples’) right after that interview.  After a lovely take on “Extraordinary Machine,” she worked herself up into a almost disturbing frenzy on “Fast As You Can,” having to calm herself down with the next song.  Even during her dry spell, she’s still got the spirit and hopefully she’ll cultivate it into more great work, fighting OCD along the way. 

Besides meds, there are support groups and therapy to help other people with this problem: see the OC Foundation link above for more info

Jason Gross

Thanks for the wise words about OCD - I don’t know if you’re a sufferer or not, but you certainly speak the truth.

Comment by Willie from California — October 10, 2007 @ 1:31 am

Jason-
I was in attendence and have to disagree with your post. At no point did Sasha interrogate Fiona. He simply did what any decent reporter would do and try to get information. I took his jokes as an attempt to perhaps lighten the mood, but also try to make sense of what the disorder is and how it affects Fiona on a daily basis. If she was interrogated it was by her own fans, especially the moron who pushed her about the meaning in “Sullen Girl.” Caught Fiona looking over to Sasha quite a bit to try and cut that conversation short.

Above all, her performance part was amazing.

Comment by Jackie — October 10, 2007 @ 1:02 pm

I’m just giving my impression about the event but she clearly didn’t look or sound comfortable answering his questions.  The job of an interviewer is to get the subject to give good answers and engage in a lively conversation- that didn’t happen.  Also, at the end when we were filing out, I overheard unflattering comments from others about the interview portion of the evening. 

Comment by Jason Gross — October 10, 2007 @ 6:36 pm

She didn’t look comfortable in the situation at all—maybe she was having a rough day. Either way, her performance was amazing.

Comment by Jackie — October 11, 2007 @ 7:49 am

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I was there and she did look a little uncomfortable. The Q&A;part of the evening was horrible, I mean, “What is Sullen Girl about?”!!!! give me a break, but i think Sasha did an alright job. Her performance was hands down amazing, I cried. She stomped around on that little stage, I thought that she was going to break through the floor boards! Long live Fiona!

Comment by Nina from west haven,ct — November 29, 2007 @ 12:36 am

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